Scary thoughts by Sanja

I thought that I know my way

but I can’t see it anymore

I can only suspect through fog

light of little candle. . .

 

I can feel smoke in my veins

I slowly share my steps

with my insecurity mind

. . .

and one scary thought just pulled away. . .

 

I only know how to drift

to the limit without limit. . .

 

Here is one breath of my  frosen life. . .

and I am screaming. . .

 

Who was witness when

everything was ended?

I was someone who watched

my own funeral. . .

 

No more pain from you,

now I am judge,

you are like dash,

my smile is selfish. . .

 

Hello, I can rape you,

I can burn your bones.

My tears are black,

in my blood is heat. . .

 

I want to drown you

because I am feral. . .

 

 

. . .you can go now, here is vent. . .